Do you know what I hate? I hate people who tell you, beg you, not to hurt yourself, be it cutting or suicide, because it would hurt them too much. They say you can't do that to them, they would just die. They tell you how horrible it makes them feel.
Do you know why I hate that? Becuause if you really think about it, what they are saying is - it's okay for you to hurt so badly, you are dying inside, just so long as it doesn't hurt me too. It's okay for you to be in so much pain, just so long as you don't cause me any pain. In a way, it's just selfish.
Not that I don't understand it, not that I DO want to cause them pain, but at the same time saying these things only makes my pain 10 times worse.
(laugh) Which is kind of funny, because I think in someways they are trying to make you feel better. If they only knew how bad it was.
But like a said, eventually they always walk away anyways.
No one sticks around.
They alway walk away.